2010-10-19

Insane ideas and lost voice

One of my nutty colleagues Jussi had this nutty insane idea that pastors on his mailing list would sing a song and our singing would be compiled together for youtube Live Aid like. Since we are all equally nutty and absolutely willing to humiliate ourselves publicly for a good cause this was done yesterday and here  it is. We wanted to take a stand for acceptance and love :) since God's love belongs to everyone! 

I have no voice these days so you can't hear me pretty much at all but I did my best :). This fall has meant quite a bit of stress and this gets reflux decease really going. As a result I don't have a voice. I love singing so this is in fact something that is making me very sad but I can speak and not loose my voice so that's good. There is, however, a risk that I'll start to loose my voice all together if medication doesn't help and that would mean me not being able to do my job. There is an operation that could help but I do pray it won't have to come to that. We'll see.

By loosing my voice I don't mean I would go dumb but that it would not work for me to speak louder and long like a pastor sort of needs to be able to do. In other words, me thinks I might need to see a doctor one of these days to see what's up. But not this week since it's fall break from schools and even I get to enjoy it with family for three days. One of which is Husband's and mine 4th wedding anniversary :).

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